I did not spend as much time on this as intended yesterday, but I finally filed my taxes! I’m taking a much time as I can to write something here to get my thoughts flowing before supper, and then after supper I’m going to work for ~3.5 hours before I shower and get ready for bed. Today was a snow day, and I could have used the extra time to work on this, but I haven’t slept well in weeks…maybe months?… so I spent a lot of time in bed, and I needed it… I also use snow days to catch up on laundry, and there is A LOT to catch up on… but by the time I go to bed tonight I will have all my clothes cleaned, folded, and put away (aside from the ones that have to hang to dry, they’ll probably end up forgotten on the drying rack for a few days…
I think I need to talk about some unrelated things to clear my head to prepare to work on my Inquiry Methods project… I’m trying to get into a creative writing course for the fall semester since I have the freedom to choose an elective next year (not a frequent occurrence when pursuing two simultaneous Bachelor degrees) and it requires a portfolio since only 12 people can get into the course. I emailed the prof, and I’ll be meeting with him next week during his office hours to get some guidance on how to put together the best portfolio possible. I really want to get back into writing poetry, and use those skills to write lyrics to motivate myself to make more music and share my creations with the world. I already have another blog where I’ve posted some poetry and musings, so I’ll probably use that for a poetic outlet, but the music I make will probable end up on my Electroacoustic Playground SoundCloud since it will be very connected… I also want to dive into creativity by drawing more, and probably posting those drawings and some pictures on Instagram, and posting videos on YouTube for creativity’s sake. All I want to do is make things. I am losing motivation for projects for school because I’m getting super excited about the creative life I’ve envisioned for myself, with making a regular-ish schedule to ensure a constant creative effort, where things don’t have to be perfect, where things are made with no thought of being evaluated. Sure, anything I put onto the internet will be evaluated, but I’m making it for me, and if someone chooses to experience negativity from my art and shoot me down, then that’s just a reflection of their inner struggles. When I post anything, I have already gotten the joy I need from it through the process of creating something, anything that people choose to experience as a result of my art is more shaped by them than anything I’ve put into it. Wow, now I feel all wise ‘n’ stuff… I guess for now I need to focus on just finishing this semester.
So, after supper:
- review my foundational questions
- write a draft of questions to send some local professionals
- start outlining a way to describe my program “interface” abstraction
~~later that night, before bed~~
I actually did all those things that I planned to do! 😀