Propelling myself forward with failures

I said I would take today off of this project, but I wanted to at least write a journal entry just to clear my head so I can focus on studying for a notoriously difficult Theory of Computing exam that I have tomorrow morning.

I have failed to meet every deadline I have set for myself in this project because I keep underestimating the time it will take to do EVERY GODDAMN STEP…which kind of makes sense since I’ve never done a project like this…but it feels like every time I try to bounce back from a failure I just get pushed back down and I’m getting really tired of trying. It’s gotten to a point where I know my final project will be sub-par, and that makes it hard to put any effort in because I’ve reached the point where I’m just trying to finish something rather than make something good, and just finishing this project takes more effort than almost any project I’ve ever done.

Basically, I’m just frustrated and trying not to waste energy on beating myself up because I’m learning lots from the struggles and that’s more valuable than if this project was all smooth sailing.

Also, my new playlist that’s getting me through the end of this semester is all of dodie’s music on Spotify.

There will be a day when you can say you’re okay and mean it.

This is some of the description from that video, and the sentiment is relateable:

SO this past year has been a time of RELEASING music. Producing the songs I’ve written and put out on this channel, writing for production and playing with a band on tour. Trouble IS now I feel like everything I put on this channel must be for production which sends me into a SPiRAL of “it’s not good enough to be recorded! once I upload it that’s IT it’s finished and cannot be changed! I can’t set this in stone!`” etc hence why no uploads, creative crisis, etc. But I think what I’m going to do iiiiis ignore that lol. And just upload anyway

I just wanted to capture this sense of uncomfortable growth being forced upon me by this project… It’s not crippling… I know I can push through… I just really want to be done and move on. (That’s also the five-years-of-university-get-me-the-fuck-out-of-here-I’m-done feeling.)

Aspects of Electronic Music

Hearing Timbre

With an infinite number of possible timbres, we need to be able to describe and create the ones we want. Pitches are more trivial, because they are more straightforward to choose. However, when it comes to crafting the colours we want to hear, there are a variety of synthesis methods to choose from, and each software tends to come with a few samples of its own that can be tweaked as needed. With so many possibilities of what to make and how to make it, we need a basic vocabulary and understanding of sounds beyond analogies like “bright sounds”, “dark sounds”, “light sounds”, “bouncy sounds”, etc… We need to understand how overtones affect the sounds we hear, and how they can be manipulated by various filters. When we understand exactly how to explain the sounds we want, it’s easier to find out how to make those sounds.

MIDI Structures

MIDI is so much more than the terrible play-back from composition software. It is essential to understand the usefulness of in software and hardware. With MIDI, we can do cool things like making MIDI controllers from sensor nodes for a more organic performance experience.

Creative Process

Without some kind of creative process, it’s very easy to get side-tracked by all the possibilities in electronic music, whether you’re composing, learning to hear timbre, trying to create one sound, or learning pretty much anything. If you don’t have some process to keep you on track before diving in, it’s too fun and easy to get distracted. Given that technology is changing so fast, one essential skill in electronic music, as with almost any field, is self-teaching, which includes the creative process/problem solving to figure out how you learn best, and how to stay on track while learning something new, especially when given a time limit. It is often beneficial to give yourself time to just dive in and experiment for the fun of it, but when you have a goal in mind, you need a way to plan to reach that goal.

Digital vs Analogue

This is a part of the electronic music community that is important to acknowledge. There are benefits to both digital and analogue synthesis, but there are people who are very opinionated on one being superior, and you might encounter these people, so you should have an idea of where they’re coming from, and be knowledgeable of both digital and analogue so you can make informed decisions on what method to use in any situation you encounter.

Music & Culture

It’s important not to take for granted the technological advancements that have shaped the world of music. We also need to recognize that, given how new the technology is, many people who are very experienced in this field are self-taught by necessity, and their skills are a valid qualification and should be respected. Along with appreciating the dedication necessary for being self-taught, we also need to recognize the benefits of formal education for efficiently acquiring knowledge. Teaching oneself takes a lot of time, but if an instructor has already planned a course with a good flow of topics that build on each other in easy-to-follow chunks, we can learn much faster, meaning we can learn even more, and push this field of study further over time.

Planning

Why is it so difficult to start things? Projects, posts, sentences… Then there’s the matter of continuing things after starting them, to keep the momentum going… Like rolling a snowball: if you get a snowball started, and then leave it for too long, it can get stuck, and even frozen to the ground, making it that much harder to start moving again. I’ve dropped the ball on my research journal, but I hope that this new setting will help me stay on track. The thought of writing something that anyone could read gives me more motivation than just writing for myself. These entries may not be well-written, and they won’t include all the details of my project, but if anyone reading this has any questions, you can just ask in comments!


So, new beginnings… I suppose I should set up some headings as a framework to keep myself organized…

What have I done?

Well, I moved my research journalling from Moodle to here because this format is more aesthetically pleasing and motivating. I also did some brainstorming in my physical journal, where I made a web of areas of study within electronic music. I also figured out a good format for me to think of questions and answers as they come to mind: I open the journal to two blank pages, and put my questions on one page, and my answers on the other. I still don’t entirely know how I want to document my questions and answers, but I have an idea…

I think I will list my questions on Moodle, and for each question I will make a post here where I can post answers and add information as I find it.

What do I need to do?

Keep journalling at least once a week. Post my questions. Fill in some answers to said questions from what I have in my head before diving into research. Dive into research one question at a time.

How exactly should I proceed?

Tomorrow evening, I will add all the questions I have so far to Moodle. By Saturday night I will start a post for at least one of my questions to think through some answers.

Other Synthesis Methods

Once again, I have gotten sidetracked by various applications of concepts rather than focusing on the concepts themselves. It’s like if someone was learning basic Math concepts like addition and subtraction, and they looked up things that use addition and subtraction, and they stumble into more complex forms of those concepts like multiplication and exponents, and suddenly they think they need to learn how a calculator works right down to machine language and it’s so overwhelming that they want to quit. I need to remind myself that I don’t have to learn everything right away. I’m learning the basics now, and anything deeper than that can be another post, or I can demonstrate that knowledge in making my sounds for my composition.

Sound can be reduced to a wave, which is a graph, which can be reduced to numbers. Therefore, there are countless ways to synthesize sounds. We’ve already covered Subtractive Synthesis and FM Synthesis, and here I’m going to touch on granular synthesis and wavetable synthesis before moving on from these topics and pushing through all of this cool knowledge!

Wavetable Synthesis

This uses less memory and less processing power by mapping sounds to a previously generated wavetable. Looking things up in a database is much easier on the machine than doing all the complex Math on the spot to generate the correct wave. I already learned about  this problem solving technique in my Computer Science classes, so the general concept is pretty straightforward.

Granular Synthesis

This still seems a little confusing to me, but I think I have the basics, and my professor can correct me or elabourate in comments if I have this all wrong.

Granular synthesis takes advantage of technological advancements as it requires a lot of processing.  This is based on the same idea as wavetable synthesis, but with an entirely different approach. Whereas wavetable synthesis starts with the small bits of sounds already stored, and just looks them up in a table, granular synthesis finds the small bits (or ‘grains’) in a sound clip. We can use granular synthesis to slow down a recording without altering the pitch because it automatically looks for the repeated grains of sound and loops more in instead of stretching out all the sound waves and lowering the pitch.

Granular synthesis is often used in making shifting soundscapes, so I really want to figure out how to use it for my composition, especially for the transitional sections, but that knowledge can be demonstrated later in my composition.

Sources

http://www.soundonsound.com/techniques/granular-synthesis

https://www.ableton.com/en/packs/granulator/

http://cmc.music.columbia.edu/MusicAndComputers/chapter4/04_08.php

http://synthesizeracademy.com/wavetable-synthesis/

https://www.music.mcgill.ca/~gary/307/week4/wavetables.html

https://theproaudiofiles.com/sound-synthesis-basics/

https://theproaudiofiles.com/granular-synthesis/

http://en.audiofanzine.com/sound-synthesis/editorial/articles/sampling-wavetables.html

 

R&R: Reflect & Revise

This course has been fun and educational, but I’ve also felt a tremendous amount of stress about how to get through everything without going crazy and burning myself out…again. I have so much to learn, and given the independent nature of this course, I also have to figure out how I’m going to learn everything, which adds a whole other level of complexity, because it means I have to decide what the important parts are amongst an infinite amount of knowledge that is all new to me.

I knew how to handle the trap of infinities with my composition, I planned what I want to make after only learning a little bit, and I can modify things later. I need to have that same approach with the technical topics I’m covering: I’ll plan the outline for a post before I get too far into one topic, and I’ll only cover as much as I consider to be useful to me in this moment. If I find myself curious about more details later, then I can always go back and learn more, but I need to stop worrying about covering ‘enough’ of each topic when I’m the one who gets to lead my learning. If I completely miss an important part of a topic my instructors have set out for me as guidelines, then I hope they’ll just let me know I should do some more research.

Sometimes I forget that this course is only the beginning for me. This is when I’m allowed to make mistakes and stumble through all this new information. This is when I don’t have to dive right into everything, I just need to learn that it all exists, so I can look back and learn more later. I’m used to upper-year university level courses being more specific and getting me to do more of a depth-first-search kind of learning, but with this course I need to do a breadth-first-search kind of learning. If I don’t shift my approach, then the amount of material I would cover by the end of this one course would be like 4 to 5 courses worth of work, and those expectations are highly unrealistic.

What I really want to put my effort into is my composition, so I need to put less into the technical blogs, and just use them as a way to touch on the topics I’m covering. I can learn more than I write about, and that learning can be shown through my composition work as well as my blogs.

Time to get back to learning about FM synthesis! Might have another blog for that up later today if all goes smoothly! (Most likely tomorrow, but I like to be optimistic.)

Sound and Synthesis: Subtractive Synthesis

Replication is often how we gain skills; it’s how we build our knowledge-base as a foundation to build new things. Singing intervals trains your voice and ears so you can have the tools to put those intervals in the context of a piece of music. Drawing an object in front of you teaches you to see depth, lines, light, and colours more clearly, so you can take that knowledge and create your own art. Writing poems in various forms gives us a structured way to experiment and find our own voice. Attempting to recreate sounds via subtractive synthesis is teaching me (slowly) how to listen for overtones rather than letting my ears summarize their effect down to a vague term for the colour/timbre of the sound.

It is so easy to get lost in the shifting sounds as I make adjustments with various knobs, so it’s very difficult to accomplish anything that I initially set out to do. However, the fact that I can get so lost in experimenting tells me I must be learning something, and learning is my general mission, right? It’s like if someone sets out to draw a hand, and they spend all their time following the lines within the hand, and learn about the texture and depth created by those lines, but they beat themselves up over not actually finishing the drawing of a hand, even though they still learned so much from the work they did. So, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I’ve been learning SO MUCH STUFF, but I couldn’t figure out how to package it up nicely in a post, so I’ve been feeling like a horrible student, and I’ve finally realized how silly that is. Learning new things is a messy process, and presenting it as a polished portfolio-ready product can inhibit the actual learning.

When I was messing around on the Roland GAIA, initially trying to make a clarinet sound, I decided to try using a noise oscillator to experiment with filters, to listen for what happens to the overtones. When I left the building after that, I could identify the different layers of noise from various buildings and machines on campus. IT SOUNDED LIKE A SYMPHONY. That was one of my biggest learning experiences so far, and it came from taking a detour from what I had set out to do. That moment when I realized how much I learned from a detour, was when I realized how silly I’ve been for worrying about following my plan. Plans shouldn’t detract from the learning that happens along the way.

The fact is, I don’t have time to cover everything I need to cover, internalize it, and present my findings in a neat little package. So, I’m going to treat this blog as a documentation of my learning, rather than a perfectly organized presentation of topics. There are tons of articles of wonderfully organized teachings of topics, and before I can add to those, I have many things to learn. Perhaps one day, I’ll be able to assemble my ideas about electronic music into some nicely organized doctoral thesis, but for now, I just need to learn as much as possible. So far, this course is teaching me more about learning it is about anything I’m trying to learn, and I think that’s pretty cool!

I could muse over ideas about learning for hours, but I think I’ve said most of what’s been on my mind, so let’s jump into the little bit I initially set out to present and get it over with so I can move on to learning and experimenting with the next section I’m going to cover.

A vaguely structured approach

I got fairly behind in my schedule that I had initially envisioned, due to life, learning, and finding balance. In order to push through, I decided to combine two of my sections into one: Sound and Synthesis Fundamentals, and Synthesis Concepts. Sound and Synthesis Fundamentals is a section where I’m supposed to study acoustic sounds via oscilloscope, and make an attempt at recreating those sounds, and present my findings via comparison. That section was meant to reinforce the idea that synthesis is something different from acoustic instruments, and they should be seen as separate, not replacements for each other. With so many sonic possibilities, why replicate sounds that can already be made by existing instruments? Synthesis Concepts was meant to cover subtractive synthesis, FM synthesis, and granular, wavetable synthesis.

I learn concepts best when I have a practical application, so I set out to study these concepts by using them to create a clarinet sound after studying recordings of clarinetists via oscilloscope. I thought I would package up all my findings in one tidy blog post, but that idea wasn’t realistic, so I’m going to post about each synthesis concept separately, and I will not restrict myself to replicating a clarinet sound with the next two posts, because I think I got what I need from that exercise with this experiment.

Studying the sound

I routed the audio from a few recordings through an oscilloscope to study what clarinet sounds look like. I recorded the oscilloscope with my phone, and since I can’t upload videos here unless I upgrade to premium, here are some images from that video:

I could have uploaded the video to some other platform and linked to it, but I think these screenshots are enough for the purpose of this blog.

As you can see, the sound isn’t exactly consistent due to the colouristic possibilities within the clarinet sound, so I knew that I would have to arbitrarily choose which clarinet sound to synthesize, and I chose to make something like the bottom left corner picture.

I found some sources to learn about subtractive synthesis:

And I used the information from these to carve out a sound on the Roland GAIA SH-01 that could look like a clarinet sound.

Synthesizing the sound

I started with a square wave, and I wanted to make it darker and more focused, so I used a low-pass filter. I messed around with the levels of the cutoff and resonance until I found something that looked like the sound wave I was trying to replicate. I got distracted many times by the different sounds I could make, but eventually I settled on something, because I knew I wouldn’t be able to make a sound that satisfies my clarinetist ears. I couldn’t figure out exactly what was missing, but the closest explanation that came to mind was the intensity and direction that I’ve always been taught to strive for in my sound. Whether it’s my lack of experience, or the inherent limitations of synthesis, I was incapable of creating a sound that even comes close to what my clarinetist ears look for–which might be the reason it’s taken me a week to put this post together.

I forgot to get pictures of the oscilloscope, but I’ll get those when I’m in my lab this week.

And here they are:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I did get this recording, since I was using Stravinsky’s Three Pieces as a way to study clarinet sound waves, I decided I would make an attempt at playing the opening of that with my robotic clarinet-ish sound:

(Hey look! Embedding things instead of linking to them. Making progress…blogress?)

In attempting this, I also learned that it is much easier to play this piece on a clarinet than on a keyboard, given the leaps involved.

General thoughts about this exercise

I definitely learned a lot. Most of what I learned was not directly related to my assignment, but I still learned it through this assignment, and that added value to the experience. I definitely want to just get this posted so I can move on though; I have so much to do, and this is only the beginning!

Next up: exploring FM synthesis via FM8, which will probably result in a shorter post than this one simply for practicality of getting through this course. I can explore topics in greater detail when I don’t have a time limit, but I’d like to avoid running this into the school year, since that will be stressful enough as it is.

Composition Brain Goop #4

General Thoughts

This is it, the last section of a first pass at ideas for this piece! I will eventually come up with a name, but for now I’m just going with whatever ideas come to mind; like gathering materials at hand before figuring out how to use them. Given the vast possibilities with electronics, I wanted to get a head start on composition ideas to keep me on track while I learn about the tools I get to use, because endless possibilities can make creativity very difficult and full of distractions. As usual, this is a continuation of my last post: Composition Brain Goop #3. So, I suggest you get caught up in my messy thought process if you want this to make much sense, as it would be quite uninteresting for me to repeat everything in every post. I think my next round of posts will have detail about pitches and rhythms for the vocal part. Then, maybe I’ll have some sound clips of the electronics for the third pass at things.

This section will tie in elements of previous sections, like a reference to symphonies (that could be interpreted as the sounds around us, or, in a more introspective context, it could refer to the thoughts and energies of the lives around us), the folk-like lilting rhythm in a drum beat to give a grounding sense of finality, and the plea to choose love.

More Goopiness

If you didn’t read the first Composition Brain Goop post, you totally should go read it right now, otherwise, here’s a general overview of how I’ll be notating my piece below for brainstorming and documenting my process/progress:

Lyrics will be notated in regular text. Comments will be in brackets. Electronic idea descriptions will be italicized. Electronic trigger actions will be boldR for tilting the head right, L for tilting the head left, F for tilting the head forward, and B for tilting the head back. After each tilt, it is assumed that the head be brought back to center.


[Here’s the end of the last section to get an idea of where we’re at.]

B Looking up again, as if to some higher power as sounds shift and morph into the next section.

[The performer’s head will stay tilted back, and the trigger for this section will happen when they put their head back to center.]

I am [Ascending pitch, making it sound unsure.]

I am [Still ascending, but with a more assertive tone.]

I am a symphony [‘I am’ becomes a downward interval to sound like a statement rather than a question.]

You may [Ascending again.]

You may not like me. [Similar line shape to ‘I am a symphony’.]

But I don’t [Ascending again.]

I don’t need you to like me to [Somewhat rushed, as if excitedly remembering lost confidence.]

Love my-self.

R trigger the drums, and possibly other atmospheric changes?

[More spoken and rhythmic than lyrical now.]

I am broken, imperfect,

And I am diff’rent from you.

I think about this ev’ry day.

I struggle, and break down.

I am often lost.

And that’s why I just want to say:

[Back to lyrical, and drums cut out.]

We’re in this together.

It’s okay to hurt.

Choose love over a-pa-thyyy.

You don’t have to please

Everyone on this Earth.

You be you, and I’ll be me.

We are,

We are the melodies

Of unfinished sym-pho-nies.

B trigger thunder from the first section, and all other sounds fade into the thunder crash. The piece ends with the performer looking up and the thunder fading to rain and wind, and eventually, silence. When silence is reached, the performer may relax and stand normally. If applause begins before silence is reached, return to normal and bow as usual.


There are many details to add; since this will be wrapping up the piece, I want to leave it fairly open to include any themes that may develop as I shape the previous sections. I have a fair bit of learning to finish for the electronic side of things, so stay tuned for a flood of posts about that in the next week! (Life has just been hectic, and I’ve been making an effort to find balance lately, which can make ambitious projects like this a little more difficult. I’m doing it though, on top of practicing clarinet and working in an office full-time; I’m slowly but surely getting through this amazing learning experience! With every day I get more interested in electronic music, so I’m excited to see where this takes me.)

Life may throw some stuff at you, but you can do it!

Composition Brain Goop #3

General Thoughts

Time for another section! As you can see by the title, I’ve done two of these before, and this is yet another continuation from where I left off in Composition Brain Goop #2. I hope to have the fourth one out soon as well, because I have it in my head, it’s just a matter of expanding it and putting it to words. I know my ideas will change slightly as I learn more about what I can and can’t accomplish with the equipment, knowledge, and time at my disposal, my ideas with shift and I will have to make some compromises, but I need a base to start from, so I need to get my ideas out of my head and examine them so I can move on. That said, let’s dive into my idea for the third section of this piece!

After doing something bold and shocking in the first section (kind of like a fanfare that announces the arrival of something), and transitioning into something familiar and folk-like that incorporates soundscapes as background accompaniment in the second section (like a soothing second movement to contrast the chaos of the first), we will move onto a more ethereal third section with the background being like an inner soundscape of emotions as we reflect inward. The third section will be less stable than the folk-like section, but more stable than the first section.

In terms of creating the sounds for this section, I want them to sound shimmery and distant. I want harmonies to frame the lyrics, and I don’t know if they will be pre-rendered harmonies, or if I’ll find a way to detect the pitches of the vocalist and generate harmonies on the fly either by using a virtual instrument or just using effects on the input of the mic and crafting a vocal line that can harmonize itself nicely via reverb or delay or something.

The Goopiest Section so Far

If you didn’t read the first Composition Brain Goop post, you totally should go read it right now, otherwise, here’s a general overview of how I’ll be notating my piece below for brainstorming and documenting my process/progress:

Lyrics will be notated in regular text. Comments will be in brackets. Electronic idea descriptions will be italicized. Electronic trigger actions will be boldR for tilting the head right, L for tilting the head left, F for tilting the head forward, and B for tilting the head back. After each tilt, it is assumed that the head be brought back to center.


[Here’s the last bit of the second section and the transition into the third, just to get us situated.]

And romanticized prose about sailing. [This last line with gusto! Like a punchline that acknowledges the cheesiness of everything that just happened.]

B Line up the trigger with ‘man’ in ‘romanticized’ to schedule the drum to end in 4 measures. Keep the backwards tilt natural, coming back to center by ‘sailing’ to emphasize the last word of this section. The end of the drum triggers another transitional morphing section in the oceany water sounds to a fuzzy kind of white noise (which sounds very similar to rain) to switch into shimmery ethereal spacey sounds meant to be something like a soundscape of the mind.

[In this section, the sensor will be extra sensitive to shape the soundscape, like brushing a feather across a still pond: just to add occasional ripples to catch the light and shimmer differently.]

With so many possibilities, how can I just sing about sailing?

So much pain in the world to heal…

So much division…

Cracking my world to pieces…

B Looking up, as if to some higher power, this time don’t go back to center right away, just look up and let the sound surround you for a while. A sound will emerge from the soundscape, it will probably be a theremin, because they imitate humming really well, and it will do the first fragment of Garnet’s motif from Steven Universe: C G F Bb G. Then as it does the second fragment, return the head to center position: C G F Eb C. Join in for the closing fragment singing ‘ah’s: C G F Bb C, and fade out. The electronics will play two cycles of a four-chord progression in 8th notes in 6/8 time. Enter on the third note of the last chord of the second progression.

[One pitch per syllable. I’m leaving rhythm out of this post for now.]

We’ll fill up the cracks, [C G F Eb C]

And make the world whole, [C G F Eb Bb]

Fill the spa-ces in-be-tween. [Bb Bb G Ab G Eb F]

We’ll fill up the cracks, [C G F Eb C]

And make the world whole, [C G F Eb Bb]

Fill the spa-ces in-be-tween. [Bb Bb G Ab G Eb F]

 

With lo-o-ove [Eb Eb D C]

Fill it with lo-o-o-o- [F Eb D Eb D C]

o-o-o-o-ove. [C G F Bb G] [This has a meter change, and the electronics have been looping the same chord progression through this, so once it does so many loops, it will not only switch meter, but it will add more echo-y reverb goodness to the the vocals to make this bit sound super spacey with a fade-out like we’re zooming out on a scene.]

B Looking up again, as if to some higher power as sounds shift and morph into the next section.


I should have the next section up within a week! Then I can really get into things and at least properly notate the vocals to schedule a workshop session with my vocalist to make sure the range and everything is good for her! I’m still learning a lot about the electronic side of things, so those details will be added much later.

Have a lovely day, and choose kindness!

 

Playing with Cubase

I finally started recording things! Cubase is a little intimidating, and I couldn’t figure out how to get it to work with external instruments the night that I was determined to record, so I just chose and instrument from Reaktor, and used a USB keyboard to play it into Cubase.

I played the chord progression twice and just copy/pasted it a few times so I could hear it while recording a second track for the melody. Even the simple act of copying and pasting a chord progression was harder than I thought it would be, because the way we play something smoothly involves a slight overlap, which means that, when pasting stuff in, you need to put it in slightly before the end of the last note. If I could have gotten the built-in metronome to play without being added to the track, then I would have done that, but this was late at night, and I didn’t look into it. Looking back, I definitely could have used the metronome and looked at the details of the track to see if it was actually in it, but I had a lot of new things to take in, so I wasn’t thinking clearly.

I had been messing around with making variations of Garnet’s motif from Steven Universe–the original motif can be heard at the end of Something Entirely New, and in the refrain of Stronger Than You. I plan to use this in one of the sections of my current composition, so I wanted to see what I could do with it in terms of chord progressions and embellishments without taking away from the beautiful simplicity of the motif and it’s representation of love. As it turns out, being someone with years of piano experience, and almost no virtual instrument experience, it’s much easier to improvise on piano than it is to enter one track at a time using a virtual instrument. That being said, it was really fun to put this together, even though it’s super simple… It’s a start!

I plan to put up one more recording this week, unless something crazy comes up, so stay tuned!

You can listen to my recording on SoundCloud if you want. 🙂

Consume art. Process art. Create art. Repeat.

Composition Brain Goop #2

General Thoughts

When I talk about folk music in connection with this piece, I’m talking about Atlantic Canadian folk music with Celtic and Acadian influences, kind of like the sounds of Great Big Sea and Vishten, because that is the folk music I grew up with.

This is a continuation from my first section about my composition project, where I explained the basic technical bits and the specifics of the first part of my piece. In the first section of my composition, I established a tone for the piece, as well as showing off the a bit of the sensor node’s capabilities. In the second part of this piece, I want to have a more comfortable, familiar section for people to hold onto so I don’t lose their attention amidst too many new things. This folk song section will show off the soundscape possibilities that can add another dimension of experience to familiar musical elements.

The rhythm and pitch of the lyrics are flexible in the ways that folk music is flexible. The relative pitch matters, but since there will only be drums and rain as accompaniment, the transposition of the key doesn’t matter. The key will be some kind of major key, as in it resolves to ‘do’, but the range it covers is mostly between ‘sol’ and ‘fa’. When I was at the piano trying to figure out notes for the melody for this section, I settled on C4 to B-flat4, but each performer should choose a key that feels comfortable. There are certain anchor words to be placed on strong beats, but any notated rhythms for the in-between words can be shifted to whatever feels natural for the performer without changing the mood of the music.

The main challenge with this section will be the transitions in and out, and creating polished soundscapes that add depth and character without distracting from the performer, much like how a film score is meant to strengthen a film rather than take over.

Specific Outline (Lyrics & Effects)

If you didn’t read the first Composition Brain Goop post, you totally should go read it right now, otherwise, here’s a general overview of how I’ll be notating my piece below for brainstorming and documenting my process/progress:

Lyrics will be notated in regular text. Comments will be in brackets. Electronic idea descriptions will be italicized. Electronic trigger actions will be boldR for tilting the head right, L for tilting the head left, F for tilting the head forward, and B for tilting the head back. After each tilt, it is assumed that the head be brought back to center.


The transition from the first section involves the emergence of rain sounds, and a folk drum beat in something like 6/8 time (dotted quarter = 112 bpm) that actually switches from 6/8 to a 3/4 feel (with constant eight notes) every second measure in the way that feels natural for sea-shanty-type folk songs. The drum will fade in for 4 measures, with the last measure being 3 strong quarter notes to signal the performer to start in the next measure.

Notes may be learned,

But my heart always yearned

To hear more than the page has to offer.

Can I hear the gulls cry,

With the waves crashing by

When you sing to me stories of water.

L gull cries

[Performer looks around in wonder]

spin crashing waves that continue and blend with the rain

[Performer clasps hands excitedly]

I’m strong like the wind,

And I surge like the water.

I know that I’m home when I’m sailing.

The sea always calls me,

And knows how to rock me,

And puts me at ease when I’m sailing.

I’m free like the wind,

With my peace from within

That flows through the sea as I’m sailing.

I just made this up

With a handful of luck,

And romanticized prose about sailing. [This last line with gusto! Like a punchline that acknowledges the cheesiness of everything that just happened.]

B Line up the trigger with ‘man’ in ‘romanticized’ to schedule the drum to end in 4 measures. Keep the backwards tilt natural, coming back to center by ‘sailing’ to emphasize the last word of this section. The end of the drum triggers another transitional morphing section in the sounds to unnatural spacey sounds.

[I’m not sure exactly what the tone of the next section will be, but I hope to find a way to transition back to something more introspective for the fourth, and final section that will combine the drum and rain of this section with elements of the third section that are yet to be determined, and lyrics that I have partly finished at the moment.]


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